Monday, September 16, 2013

Behind those curtains

Adrenaline rush
Smiling faces
Beautiful dancing
Standing ovation
Everything she experiences just right before the curtains closes

As she makes her one last bow,
She realizes how nothing can ever beat the feeling
Of being on stage 
Doing the very thing she loves
And nothing would ever change that

As the curtain goes down
And she goes back to her life,
She suddenly gets the urge to share what happens behind those curtains
The side that no audience could see
But only her and every dancer out there

What really happens behind those curtains?

Bleeding toes
Painful ankles
Painful backs
Everything she never thought could hurt
Here it is now haunting her

Summers spent in the studio
Holidays spent for rehearsing
Countless replies of "sorry, I can't, i have ballet" to her friends
Sacrificing school works just to be able to be in the studio

Going to the studio everyday after school
When everyone is out there spending time with their friends
Getting home late and doing school works
When everyone are already ready to sleep 

Working hard and giving everything she has 
In the hopes that someday she would be contented with her technique
When in truth, she knows she can never be good enough
Yet still dancing and never giving up

Never feeling good enough
Never knowing if she would be casted for a dance or not
Wondering when she would be able to do everything perfectly
Just like the dancers she sees and dreams of becoming one

Yet here she is
Still coming back to a place called her second home
The only place where she could free all her problems
And dance it all out

Because she knows
That no one and nothing would ever replace
The feeling of being able to dance
Regardless of what ever happens

She's willing to give everything
Just to be able to dance

Because in her heart she knows
That everything that happens behind those curtains
Always would teach her a lesson and give experiences
That no one and nothing could ever give

And everything she does in the studio 
with her body
With her foot
And with her heart
Would always be worth it in the end




1 comment:

  1. accurate! i love your blogs, Gabie! you're so good at writing <3

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